Saturday, September 20, 2008

Getting old...at least that's what I'm told!!!

I have to say, I am a little confused by this whole thing! I am getting close to 30, but don't really feel like I'm getting old. I try to follow all the latest trends on tv and in magazines. I keep up on the latest hair styles, I like most of the "new" songs that come out year after year. I still have a lot of energy and love to have fun and get crazy. Well, I guess other than the "fine lines" I'm starting to notice, and the reality of being able to not lose weight without doing anything are the only signs I am noticing, and not knowing when I should stop shopping in the Junior's department, (I have figured out that pants in the Junior's department are a no go now. They are just cut way too low, I guess it's ok to wear them if I am going for the muffin top look, but I'm not) But, to tell you the truth, I love that I'm getting older. I feel like I know a lot more now than I did as a teen entering the 20's. I don't have a formal "higher" education, but I feel like I have learned so much since being in high school. A lot of things I know I don't get the credit I deserve for my knowledge that I have. It's ok though, not everyone is open to the idea of learning without going to College. I got married and had kids and have been a wife and mother, so I've had to learn the things I have interest in on my own. I am So excited that I am finally getting my chance and the feeling that it is my time to take the chance to finally get a Cosmetology License. I have already been looking into different hair shows I can attend to get even more indepth knowledge from. I feel like I am getting out of my rut of the mundane daily life as a mom and wife activities. My kids are old enough, but still young enough that I feel better about leaving them to go and learn about something I have a great passion for. Hopefully they will learn that it is important to learn no matter what your age is. Anyway, I feel better than ever, (other than the few pounds I feel I don't like, not many, but a few pounds! :) I feel like I can acheive my dreams and goals that I have always had for myself. However, I have been told that I am old, out of style, clueless, not compentent because I haven't been through formal education, and annoying! I don't know what that is all about! How can I still feel so young, but be made to feel like I have no clue? It's just crazy! I guess it's just life! Whatever it is, I am going to enjoy the roads to come! I don't believe in getting old, I believe in becoming more experienced and in touch with yourself! That's what's important after all! Right?! Here's to getting old, experienced and living life to it's fullest!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dont worry April. I will never call you old.. Cause that would mean that I am old too. our secret is safe with me.....

be you blithe and bonny said...

I think it is awesome you are pursuing one of your dreams. Plus, I can't wait for you to play makeover with all of us someday!

And since 60 is the new 40 then that must been 30 is like the new 20... or being 10 if you fall that 20 year rule thing, but let's say 20!!!

be you blithe and bonny said...

Oops.. I meant "follow" that 20 year rule thing... I must have autumn/fall on my mind - it's my favorite time of year!

Taryn said...

girl, I don't know who would tell you you were out of date, old, and annoying. That person has obviously not met me. Please my kids are always asking me when will the ybe old like me, or this one...... I love this one..... Mom when will I be fat like you? Oh thanks honey for noticing!

Anyway, more power to you.... go get your cosmetology degree. Trust me I do not feel any smarter by attending college over the last ten years. (aaagh seeing that in writing is harsh!) I feel smarter by experiencing challenges in my life. Researching, praying and learning about those challenges has made me stronger and smarter. But I was the sucker who paid thousands of dollars for a college education. Only too never use it later. So who is smarter? Whoever told you that is an idiot, college or not!

That's my two cents for the evening! Love ya!